Is success, security, and some one special to share it all with. I believe failure is the easy way out. Every person wants success at some point in their life, but only few actually obtain the level of success that they want. Even though I doubt myself A LOT I know that I am strong minded enough to stick with anything and be successful. Education wise; I have a lot of circumstances not in my favor, but I believe with time and growth I will be an excellent student and...a great whatever it is I want to be after I obtain my degreeS. After success comes security. Security isn't neccesarily talking about being safe...its more about being secure in life. Mentally secure, financially secure, physically secure. I can obtain security but gaining success. Last, but not least is SOMEONE. Someone who brings new light out of me and is a positive attribute in my life. To be honest I've tried to force a lot of people to be my "special someone" ,and over time I realized that you can't force people to come in and stay in your life. Also, that you can not change ANYTHING about someone...its up to that person to make a change on your behalf and because a change is needed. After learning this lesson time and time again. I realized that I'm better by myself. I see it like this...I can't make anyone else happy unless I'm happy with myself and the things that I'm doing. Until I feel like I'm happy with myself....I'll get a dog. HA. These are some of my short and long term goals. Im working hard to reach all my goals, but a little more hard work wouldn't hurt.
